Anonymous
I suffered from a menstruation disorder last year which caused me to bleed more than usual. It was a really tiring, dreadful and painful experience.
At first, I did not want to see a doctor because I wanted supernatural healing. But three months passed and I did not experience healing. I finally decided to see a doctor. I was fearful so I prayed before I went. The doctor did not give me any specific reason for the disorder. I was worried yet I still clung on to the hope that God will deliver me from this. If He could deliver me from my past problems, He could do it again. I partook of the Holy Communion daily, as I would do for my meals. But I realised that I had made partaking of the Holy Communion a formula, and I was partaking of it without a revelation.
At one of the Sunday services, Pastor Gabriel shared a testimony about a lady who was healed of a pain in her neck after practising the love of God for her. It was then that I caught the revelation that God heals out of love, not because of what we do. I began to tell myself how much God loves me and to bask in His love for me. I started to meditate on scriptures on God’s love and healing.
Two days later, I went to see the doctor again. I did not know why the doctor did not give me a thorough check-up. Instead, he asked me to finish two days’ worth of medicine. Since then, I have been healed! I was really thankful that I could spend Chinese New Year in peace, knowing that Jesus is indeed our Healer and bread of life. I am so thankful that God healed me just because He loves me. Praise God!















